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Back on my bullshit again.
I’ve been having a horrible past couple of months. Lost my job and my stress has gone through the roof. My binging has gotten the best of me. This shit hurts. NONE of my clothes fit, not even the new ones that were in my size. I had to shop in the “Big girl” section just to find shirts that fit comfortably on me. 2x is a size I never thought I’d be in. I’ve always did well with watching what and how much I eat. I could do a 32hr fast with ease. Weight was dropping, slowly, but dropping. I could control it. Now it’s like I’m not even trying anymore. Im not happy. I hate my self. I dont want to fall back into my old habbit of taking laxatives and purging, because although I was loosing weight, I was making my self sick af. I damaged my body because of it. I hate this.
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